This ain't hollywood, this is a small town.

2009-09-18T20:48:00.000-07:00

Hiiiiiiiiiii (:

Going for dance l8ter. My laptop is soo pathetic. Bah. Now trying to download photoshop.
Weee and and and:

i wanna go! but too bad exams are coming. booo.

2009-09-17T00:26:00.000-07:00

Hiiiii.

School ended at 1145 today (:
Only 3 more pathetic weeks left to exams.. HAVE TO BUCK UP AND START STUDYING NOW!
Or else i will probably fail my chem again. This time, maybe A math too.
SO, JIA YOU PEOPLE.

PROJECT RUNWAY 6 is here! ^_^
OMG and i didn't even know about it. HAHA.
I'm in a deep dilemma now. I am still in the midst of deciding whether to take my grade 7 exam or not. Classes are like, AFTER CCA. Normally by then, i will be dog tired. So i don't think i will be able to concentrate.
Argh.
And there's still vacancy for the HK twinning programme thingy. Not sure if i should go..
I don't know, i just have a weird feeling about it since i've been to hongkong for zillion times and there aren't anything that is worth looking forward to. Except the fact that we'll be going with friends.
The clique made me happy today :D :D :D (maybe except chrysillia :P hahaha just kidding.)
Being a kindhearted soul, i have decided to treat them drinks for their good deed :D

Going for tuition later at 4. Excited and anticipating for Sunday's arrival! ^^

I shall do a study plan inorder to be focused. HEHE but i'm lazy.

2009-09-13T03:30:00.000-07:00

Adapted from GivesMeHope :

-When I was 16, I got pregnant. When I told my boyfriend, he stayed with me. He put up with me, even when I screamed about how I hated my life, wanted to die or blame him for everything. In my 8th month, I told him to get out. He still came to hold my hand when I delievered, and to stay to get up with her at night. His love GMH.

-Yesterday I was at McDonald's and saw a man going through the trash next to the front door. I asked the cashier if they had anything already made that I could buy and run out to him. She told me they had just one cheeseburger, so I bought it and glanced in the bag. She gave me three. GMH.
*
Beautiful stories. Tmr's school time again! And all the tests gushes in again at one go. I almost forgot that there's a history test tomorrow! Was freaking frantic in the morn and immed started studying. And i'm proud to say that i almost died from studying it. Infact i found it weird when i chose history. But bah anyway just get on with life.
Fascist Japan is quite an interesting chapt though. Hey wait, did i just said that?
So i hope i hope i hope that the test tmr will be pass-able since i've got a pathetic 2/6 for my previous test and up till now i still havent found the reason why.

My cousin's going to China (Su zhou and another part of china) tomorrow at 6 am. Hahahaha have fun have fun (: But honestly i can't find any fun in china. At most we get to visit temples and temples. And most importantly the great wall of china. That is all. Yes.
But in anycase, envy envy envy! She gets to visit temples at the very least! Hah.

Gonna attend a house-warming bbq next sunday! Anticipatingggg~ :D
OH yes i wanna watch THE FINAL DESTINATION!!!!!!! TO be exact final destination 4? Okay i don't even know if it's part 1/2/3/4. I'm such a loser. But i definately know it's not the first or second part. ANYWAY! My friend said it was a real sadistic movie. Hehehe i likey. If you wanna see how we humans can get sucked into an escalator or how an F1 race turns into a chaotic scene, GO WATCH IT!!!!

^^

Okay back to history. Ciao pplz.

2009-09-10T08:30:00.000-07:00

Hello earthlings.

i think this old haggard blog of mine is turning into a junk blog...

well my life has been going fine.. i have just read my old blogs and judging from my entries, i think i have changed and i hate the fact that i had. why do human beings change? why can't we be who we used to be? maybe god knows. for he created us. so he knows us the best?

i think.

prioritize x 10000. i dont give a damn.

2009-08-29T01:34:00.000-07:00

Hey all.

I realised i am broke. Well perhaps i have already been broke to begin with. Needa save up.
So after ballet today, took bus down to orchard ion to 'relax'. Yes alone. I realise i like to travel around alone. Took a good walk around, observed many people, and at the same time window shopped. Oh ya and on my way there, there was this chinese man (bet he'sa cheena man) who came up to me asking me 'Hey, you speak english?' in mandarin. I replied him saying "No i don't" in ENGLISH. I bet you have realised that something is wrong by now. Unless you are as blur and silly as i was just now. Yep so coming back to the topic..
Took bus 7 back home and here i am (:
MONDAY's teachers day celeb. TUESDAY's a holiday.
we'll be performing 'somewhere out there' on monday! (: ANTICIPATING. And i might be gettin my kam on monday tooo, well it all depends on the timing and most importantly, my moood. Cause we've to stay back for chem after that, oh yawns. So by the time everything ends, it wil by a pathetic ONE O CLOCK. So not much different from a normal school day huh.
OH and one more thing. CA marks are mostly out and i'm still not very happy about it. i did improve for certain subjs but could have done a lot better!! Nevermind, there is still a little bit of hope..i guess. Gotta start pulling up my socks. Infact i should have long ago.

the world is so unfair.

2009-08-27T04:40:00.000-07:00

I think god has answered our prayers.
:D

This is freaking funny!!!

ORIGINAL VER:

TO:

AND AND

2009-08-26T06:52:00.000-07:00

Busy memorizing bio stuffs, esp the cardiac cycle :(

I pray for my friend to be safe and alright at this juncture. Believe that god will always be with her.

xoxo.

2009-08-24T06:57:00.001-07:00

Sigh...............

Life is so unfair. We just do not get acknowledged for our efforts.
What hurts the most is that the people who didn't actually put in as much effort as i did manage to get privileges.

Well maybe that's life.
LIFE SPELLS UNFAIRNESS.

Anyway, caught a little glimpse of Miss Universe 2009. Wow it was really grand, i must say. And i can't believe even SINGAPORE is part of the competition D: But she wasn't selected still. As expected? Ok not that i do not love my country.

After all..

Miss Venezuela won again!

Well honestly when it comes to this kind of world wide international competition, seriously there's no need to pin high hopes on singapore.. Again not that i don't like my country.

Hai. Am depressed now cause ive just watched a very touching and at the same time heart aching show.

Shall go study bio now. Till next time (:

2009-08-23T06:24:00.000-07:00

I have decided that i do not want to spend so much time on this little space of mine.
So yeap, no tagboard, no whatever, just plainly entries.

simple.

2009-08-22T07:19:00.000-07:00

I can't believe i actually dreamt that i was in Orchard Ion someday and i was alone shopping like some rich and spoilt 'daddy's girl'. I was like:
"OH.MY.GOD DID I ACTUALLY DREAM OF THAT" D:
when i woke up this morning.

So apart from the ridiculous dream of mine, went for dance today ;D Learnt the hardest adage study ever. Muscles aching now.

Spent my whole afternoon at home after that cause i didn't join my cousin for church dinner. Face book quizzes kept me entertained throughout (: HAHAHA.
I wanna be real skinny soon. Skinny is good. I think...

I don't like to rank my friends in terms of the best, good, normal, below average, yada yada. I don't want to be prejudiced against my friends. For example, you will often give your 'best' friends the 'best', treat your 'good' friends a tad bit better, and give average treatment to your 'average' friend. It's kinda unfair cause it's not your friend's fault that they are just your 'average' friend and that they have to be treated like that by you right.
And if this is familiar to you, i hope you get what i'm saying.
One more qns:

WILL YOU CHANGE FOR YOUR FRIEND?

i'm unsure of the answer too, cause i'm not even sure if i am that noble in the first place. But i know of someone who actually did.
But i'd rather she didn't change in the very first place.

OFF TO STUDY BIO NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.

2009-08-21T05:43:00.000-07:00

Today was fun too too too! ;)

Had CIP again. This time we had to ask for newspapers/ canned food around the neighboring estates for some charity work. It was quite fun. There was this freaking huge dog which really freaked us out. And i remembered there was this really kind elderly lady who was soo generous and sincere. I actually expected to meet grumpy and unreasonable people there, but it turned out otherwise. Too bad it was raining then, so yeap.
After CIP, went for choir. Was extremely hungry during sectionals. LOL. Learned japanese song.
Took my favourite path that i used to take and i really love the atmosphere there, so calm and quiet. Really relaxing and it's a good place to organize your thoughts.

On the way back home, there was this lady with a little bit of mental disorder. And yes, SHE WAS ON THE BUS. I was FACING HER. Thank god there were few more passengers infront of me to 'protect' me from her, or else i would really get out of the bus immediately. Trust me, it was really freaky and scary. I know we should understand that it's all inevitable, buttttt really!
I only started to calm down when she got down the bus. Phew.
And the worst thing is that THIS WAS NOT THE FIRST TIME I SAW HER. I've seen her previously, infact i've seen her for a couple of times just that i managed to stay away during those times. Which means chances of seeing her again are high. OH MY GOD. I'm gonna have nightmares man.

IS THIS FATE?

Someone please tell me NO.

Okay enough of that. It's friday thank god and week ends are like tmr! Gonna spend it real wisely this time. Having BIO test and CHEM test real sooniee. Good luck to me man.
I'm sorry for all the wordy posts cause apparently i just couldn't find my USB to my phone. Which means, no pictures, no videos, no anything.

Lots of things i wanna get. I wanna get Ipod classic!!!

'SAY GOODBYE' by S CLUB 7 is such an all time favourite. Atleast it's mine's. Too bad the band has already disbanded :(

I am feeling very...(indescribable feeling) now.

If only i could stop the world,
I'd make this last.

2009-08-20T05:08:00.000-07:00

Today was a fun day :D
Have many pictures with me, but shall only post it when i have the time since i've got truckloads of homeworks waiting for me now.
So had a long day of lessons and it was pure boring. Did real badly for tests and i think my ca this term will be as disastrous as the one before. Or even worst.

So after we were dismissed quickly rushed to change and bought food and off we get.
CIP was quite fun overall :) The walk was nice and that place was real nice and cool too ;) Greaaat place.

Bought B&J after that and Home sweet Home. Ah, there went my $13.

2009-08-19T07:37:00.000-07:00

Before i get my precious sleep, shall sum up the whole of today:

- School was exceptionally long.
- Damn lethargic.
- Today was mr tay's last day in choir. Took group picture, yada yada.
- Walked home with isabel and wz. Met some chee ko peks on the road.
- Home sweet home.

I'm rather excited for tmr's CIP cum Walk. But first, gotta deal with boring lessons first. Argh.

Very sleepy now, Bye.

2009-08-17T00:07:00.000-07:00

I didn't go to school today.
ALL BECAUSE OF SOME SELF PROCLAIMED FIVE STAR HK CAFE.
i swear i'd never eat there again. so i had stomach flu after eating their food. i shouldn't mention their name here, cause currently they gave me an impression that their business can fold up anytime so in order not to make things worst for them, i shall not mention the name.

So most probably i wouldn't be going tomorrow tooo.
I still have homeworks incomplete. Gosh. And i need to tidy up my piano pieces.
The date of my exam is like drawing nearer and nearer.

ANYWAY....

i've got:

Yayness ^.^

I saw many nice stuffs from river island over the weekend too. Shall save $$$ and go on an official spree someday. HAHA.

Ok shall stop here. Ciao to whoever you are. (if there are even PEOPLE reading this)

2009-08-15T08:27:00.001-07:00

temp old/new skin.

2009-08-08T08:17:00.000-07:00

i'm thinking of a new url.
and maybe switching to lj.
any comments?

2009-08-08T08:05:00.000-07:00

Yesterday's national day celebration at school was boring and less fun than the previous year's. Maybe except for the parade. Hehe.
After that, rushed home with wz to prepare for chrysillia's birthday celebration. After getting ready, went to meet isabel and madeline at the near by bus stop and we went to take a bus to amk :) MRT all the way to city hall and long walk via city link to MARINA :D Saw many tempting stuffs on the way there, and we were all 'aroused' and suddenly had the urge to shop.
We FINALLY went up to kbox and met the rest there (: So basically spent the whole day there.
HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY CHRYS! ;D
Hope you enjoyed yesterday's outing.

Thanks madeline, wz and isabel for the very-belated-but-nevertheless-filled-with-love presents :D Madeline gave me M&M, and after knowing her reason for giving me that, i was totally surprised and amazed! :D HAHAH Thanks! And thanks wz and isabel for the necklace too! Yeah, who cares about that poop face! Well sooo sad there's still no cure for people with attitude problem. Hm.

I accidentally deleted some of yesterday's pictures!

SO SAD!!!!!!!!!! ARRRGH. But thank god i still have some with me.
Off to mug for my math test now. Can't screw it, CANT MAN!

hyperventilated!

2009-08-03T04:47:00.000-07:00

okaye i seriously have to STOP being so stimulated.

THIS SONG KICKS RUBBER ASSES.

especially when 孫自佑 sings it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Updates!

2009-08-01T08:25:00.000-07:00

I shall now declare this a dead blog since no one is reading except myself :D
UPDATES:

- Singout 09 resumes!
- We dissected a pig's heart during bio practical! :D
- The world is extremely small.

Okay so shall start with my first point. Singout is still going on, so do support by buying tix :) But for one thing i'm veh sure of- there will be endless practices during the holidays. Yeah the sad part. But it's gonna be worth it.

Secondly, we dissected an animal's heart! :D And it's freaky but fun okaye. Had fun torturing the heart and the aorta somehow looks like ham. Heee. I AM NOT A SADIST LA OK !

Thirdly, i can't believe how smthings can actually be so coincidental! D: Now i understand why they came up with the song "It's a small world afterall". Totally agree. And it seems to me that everyone i know comes from fcbc! D:

So the hectic week had passed and i guess i've screwed all the tests once again. And here are the weekends again, how fast.

Anyway, ms chew was rather mad at us today. But i do agree with her somehow... It's hard to be a perfect dancer. But i will not give up since it's something i like ^^

Went orchard ion after that with my family. The place is effing crowded as predicted since it has just opened recently and as typical kia su singaporeans we tend to rush to the new shopping centre and check things out, not missing any opening sales or things like that. But i kinda like that place cause i got that 'oh i am in hong kong!' feeling. I don't know why either, maybe the shops? Shall go someother day again.

Someday i will be going to fcbc with theresa since she attends the service there. And i swear infront of god that i go there with no other intentions but to check out other churches ok. NO OTHER INTENTIONS GET THAT SCREWED IN YOUR HEAD. (:

Shall i change my URL? I kinda bored with punch.kick.squeeze. It's already one year since i've been using this url. But i couldn't think of any other that is cool and easy to rmb. Hah.

following my heart, searching for soul.

2009-07-24T07:38:00.000-07:00

Ok i swear this blogskin is very ugly. But i'm in no mood to change it.

School has been boring recently and i realize some people seriously have some attitude problem.

Before i start i shall first admit and stress on the fact that:
1. I myself is not perfect either, in fact i'm very imperfect thanks very much.
2. I didn't wish to pick on you either.

So what's with your f-up face? I was just asking you a question after all.
Besides, i've been tolerating for all these days.

And there's another party whom i've been doubting her, whether i should trust her or not.

Seems like things are complicated now. Well i think it has always been.

Feedback from my friends: I should smile more.

I think so too. Other wise i'll look like some fierce and low life hag.

ANYWAY

today was athenium day. chem and bio test next wk. gotta study since i've either been day dreaming or doodling in class. and what's more, math test on linear law. but never mind, as they always say, there's a silver lining behind every dark cloud? well something like that la.

cheng lao shi (i shall be polite this time not to call her by her initials) gave us the answers for the LC. Totally demoralizing man. My score is like 16/20. ONLY.
LC is like a give away kinda thing, and i guess i screwed it. And oral definately wouldn't be able to pull my p1 and p2 up. Well from now onwards i'm going to read xiao shuo. And i am already reading :D HAHAHA.

Dog tired now,
CIAO.

2009-07-22T04:58:00.000-07:00

Heya.

Today was listening compre. I think it was okay, just that i had a few ans that are different from my friends. And the funny part is that we got to listen to some classical music over the radio for half an hour before the real thing starts D:

I got mixed up between

EMMA ROBERTS

and

EMMA WATSON

Ok now i admit Emma Watson is quite.. hot :D

irony

2009-07-20T01:58:00.000-07:00

i know i'm not supposed to be here, but oh well. today is just not the day for me, i was getting ready to go to school only to realise that i still have chemistry incomplete! I have totally forgotten about it. And i think the teacher herself forgotten about it too :}

after school was dog tired, wanted to come home early to sleep but i guess my plan failed now.

baaaaah this is such an ugly skin. i've lost all my links again. i think i shall only link those whom i remember :)
i can't believe jay chou is 30 years old already!! i was about to idolize him for his great songs + his average looks until i knew he is.. old. Ok nah just kidding. And michael jackson is sick! if you haven't entered my world of vocabulary,
my defination of SICK is pervertic
and
NOT having cough, fever, flu.

-.-

Besides, MJ has already passed away, how is it possible that he has flu NOW?!!
Okaye back to my topic. Yeah i was walking pass this CD shop and one of his MV was on the TV. So i just stared and watched until i saw something that i wasn't supposed to see.

-end-

i didn't mention anything :D

got lots of things to do now.
ciao.

HARRY POTTER.

2009-07-19T06:37:00.000-07:00

okaye, so yesterday watched Harry Potter :) I like watching movies with large number of people. Fun :D Wanting and her sis watched Ice age while Wanzhen and Yvonne didn't watch any movies. We were like damn unlucky right from the start, when we first stepped into the cinema i guessed? We queing at the counter to buy our pop corns and stuffs when there was this two ladies who took centuries to buy their food. We were kinda pissed cause we've already missed 5 mins or so of the movie already. And that's not the end. Our seats were OCCUPIED by some blur strangers. At first we weren't certain if that was really our seat, so we began searching for it, one of the uncles probably got annoyed and 'tsk' at us. After some time, finally got our seats. Phew. It was freezing cold!
Anyway, i think i was lost throughout the whole movie. I guess i will probably find it nice if i've been catching the other series and maybe reading the book.
Went for dinner after that and home sweet home! :D Pictures will be updated in FB. Go FB cause i don't think i will upload any of em' here! ;D
And my phone camera sucks lah! I feel sooo cheated man. It's so blurrrr. Or maybe i didn't set it to the correct mode? O_O I don't really like bringing my digital kam cos it's quite bulky and i can't upload most of the pix in FB cause the memory space is huge.

Okay so that was my yesterday ;) Today, nothing much. My same old Sunday.

moovies.

2009-07-17T07:44:00.000-07:00

ni hao!

everyone's like crazy over friends for sale in fb. hahahahahaha seriously it's really fun. esp when you get to see your own 'pets' being tortured under your hands. okaye just kidding.
time really flies, in a blink, tomorrow's saturday already!
which means i have ballet, and after that, catching Harry Potter with my crazy friends :D
Speaking of Harry (Hairy) Potter, i came across the yahoo movie list and realize that there will be quite a number of nice movies coming up:

1. THE ORPHAN!

2. UP (i think it's really cuteee)

3. WHERE THE WILD THINGS ARE .

this is a really must-see! it was my fav childhood book! hah!

4. The Twilight Saga New Moon
(although i havent watched twilight like omg, but this seems interesting.)

5. Cloudy With A Chance Of Meatballs

yet another cute movie! cant wait!

6. INVITATION ONLY

Yeah, so these are some that attracted meee (:

2009-07-16T02:54:00.001-07:00

just had my oral today. guess what? i think i screwed my passage. Damn the passage la! I was damn nervous, to the extent that i can faint anytime. So yeah. I stammered all the way through the passage. It was like the worst passage i ever had. The words are not catchy at all and whats more there are several words that i didn't know how to read. Arrrrgggggggh. As for the conversation, rather satisfied with it though. Cause know what know what? The topic came out in the MID YEARS! Muahahahaha! Lucky us. Hope i will do well for my conversation so that it will some how pull my marks for the passage up. Well what's done is already done. Just have to do well for listening compre which is next wednesday omg and most importantly the MAIN PAPER! MUST GET > A2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sigh, have to go school tomorrow again. And tomorrow is quite a boring day actually. Watching Harry Potter on Saturday with friends. I wanna start reading harry potter. From the 1st series to the half blood prince. Cause i'm being influenced. Half blood prince...cool name huh?

2009-07-12T03:16:00.000-07:00

GONE WITH THE WIND.

x

P/S: we have to sacrifice for good things, right?

2009-07-11T08:13:00.000-07:00

I'm only 30% prepared for my chinese oral.
And like hello, it's not like any school's oral or what, it's the O LEVELS. It's the REAL thing okaye, not the TRIAL we had during the beginning of the year.
So at the very least, hope i can do well for it.

I am frustrated cause i have many words that i don't know. (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
2 DAYS OF WEEKENDS ARE SERIOUSLY NOT ENOUGH.
AT ALL.

p/s: Get well soon Isabel!
pp/s: DollyRots Rox Your Sox.

2009-07-11T03:34:00.000-07:00

It feels great to have a new blog (;
Anyway i love today. Yes man.
Dance was quite fun, got out certificates and all :)
That was my day.
PEACE OUT!